For her, Love was Forever.

Make me the only princess you’d have in life.
Make yourself my only reason to smile.
Promise me there’d be gifts saying ‘For my lovely wife’
Promise yourself you’d walk with me down the aisle.  

Daddy said, One day I’d meet my charming prince.
Growing old with you is what I always dream.
I’d wait for you even if I have to in Ruins.
If I ever hurt you, remember I never mean. 

But somewhere in this triumph, I feel you’re lost.
Only and only for you my love, I’d never say never.
Deep down I know, For an eternity our love would last.
And my heart whispers, ‘Baby, love is forever’. 

And the hero died.

Hey my Delilah,You'd be dazzling tonight
Wish I could be home for this festival of light.
In the heart of this chaos, I can feel your touch
Under this naked sky, I miss you so much.

You make my home lit up by that one smile.
And for that, I'd even crawl a thousand miles.
All our memories have come to the surface.
When I'm home, We'd have the tightest embrace.

I'd let you know, may what happen, You'll always be mine.
As for now, Death might take me away any time.
And I ask death to take me home where my love stays.
But Give me some life so I'd see my wife, That's what the soul prays.

A message to the Dolls

You figured out already what this is about ?
Umm, So this one goes out for all the young, innocent and naive girls out there.
Been familiar with the term 'Eve-teasing' Since school days right ?
Experienced it ? You know it happens around you every now and then ? Or been through it again and again ?
You might be cribbing inside your mind constantly, why me ? Do you ?
If I Had to ask you, What did you regarding that ? I bet you'd answer, "There's nothing I Could, I got scared"
Remember, the tiger always runs after the one who gets scared in the deer herd !
He whistled, Look into his eyes ! Don't avoid the stare ! He'll pull off for sure !
He commented, Go back, Look into his eyes and ask "Got a problem there ? "
He tried touching ! Mahn, Yell loudly ! Believe me, people around you are pretty anxious to bring out there concealed anger and frustration on anyone who messes around ! He'll get an answer after he stares at the bruises later on !
That's all, the moment you let them know you can be targeted, they'll point your guns surely at you.
It's the way those perverts carry their rotten mentality !
Do not take a step back thinking why to extend it now ? Next time you pass, he'll do it with a grin on his face again ! Do you want it ?
There are many of them, probably anywhere and everywhere you go.
All you need to express out is, If you can be soft as a cake you can even get sharp as a knife !
Do not worry ! The world's got your back baby !

Take Care ! :) 

The Kid Who Wanted His World Back

                                                                                                

So, there I Was in the middle of a lonely road...No people, No friends. No one but just one person, Myself.

There was cold breeze everywhere.

As I took some steps ahead, All I Could feel was a cold nostalgia rolling in my senses. I was petrified because I Was all alone. All I could think

was how do I Get home, to where I Belong. Tears had been floating in my eyes since a long time, may be even before I got lost in here.

I was abandoned. There was hardly anyone to accept the way I Was. Just another joker for everyone. With such thoughts gripping my mind, I kept on

walking and finally I Saw a way. The way passed through a forest which was to my left.  I Could see that the way ended to other side of the

forest where probably I'd find a way back to my home.

So What do I do ? How Do I Make my fear vanish ? How Do I gain courage ? How does a teenager like me do it ? Alone ?

I couldn't hold on those tears for long. I felt the need to get back home.

I looked up to the skies, it was windy all around, I was about to collapse in front of my fear when..

Someone held the palm of my hand. MOM! How did you get here mummy ? She didn't answer, instead she looked at the way and smiled at me with those

eyes holding hope like every single time.

It was a cold and stormy night when I ventured into the forest.

We began to walk, slowly. I told mom that I wanted to go home. She Said "I Will"

There was moonlight spread all across the way. The storm was getting stronger. I'd held mum's hand as if it were stuck. I Could hear the sound of night insects, our own footsteps,

sound of dry leaves getting crunched under my shoes and finally a wolf crying. I was shocked, Spooked and even speechless.

Mother embraced me in her arms tightly. Her hands tenderly moving in my hair. Clearing the tears on my face, she said, "Don't cry"

I felt alive with her words, I Felt there isn't anything that can give solace to me other than this woman.

Again, holding her hand, I started walking. The way was about to end. I Could see one of those lights coming from my native. Finally fear had took

a step back.  Finally, I felt I'd get home soon.

I held the smallest finger with all my fingers as i'd learned to walk minutes before.

I looked at her and said, "We're getting home, Mumma"

She had tears in her eyes, She nodded saying "I'll be there", and I Could hear thundering.

And there it was, The way ended, I could see a small fence and beyound that, my home.

I was on cloud 9. I yelled "I'm back home! Yohoooo !" I left Mum's finger and ran ahead to see how close we were. We were almost there.

And then I looked back...

She was gone.

She wasn't there. My innocent eyes were searching for her everywhere...everywhere..

I fell to the ground. Hitting my hands to the road..crying..yelling her to come back. Come back home.

I wanted her back. I never wanted her to leave me alone in this world. Why Did She..?

Why Did She Die..?

Now, I Wish the way never ended. I Wish I was still on the other side. I Wish she'd take me back home.

I looked up to the skies, screaming "Why did you go mumma ? I Can't live here without you ? Please come back Mommy! Your baby begs you. Please!"

And..

It started raining...

Cos It's Love

As a child, my mind always used to wander, What the heck is Love ?
Is it what they used to show on Television ? A Hero, A heroine, Couple of dancers dancing in the backdrop, Some punches, Some tears, A final hug and eventually they live happily ever after !
You'd laugh on this, But once I even asked my bench mate in school, What is Love ?
She laughed on this saying She doesn't know! I felt she knew it but she didn't wanna tell me about it.
That time, Watching those stupid movies somewhere made me Fall for that bench mate ! I even asked myself gazing in the mirror, 'Man, Am I in Love ?'
Bygone Be Bygone! Now when I Look back to those days, I'd say Hell Yeah 'It's Complicated' !
Love.? Merely an emotion.? Feeling.?  Power ? Sacrifice ? Or may be...(don't mind) Pleasure ? I Know you smiled on the last one ! *Grin*
Why is it that 8 out of 10 people here say,'Never Love' ?
I ain't saying i'm one of the other 2 remaining, In fact i'm the 11th one standing tall holding this question like million unheard voices..'Why?'
He broke your heart ? She didn't recognize your love ? He deceived you..? She Didn't want you ? He used you..? She finds you boring ?
Why do these things compile to break down your confidence, your trust, your faith in love ?
Why does One person has to spoil your life's pristine meaning and thought towards Love ?
It is Love! Its meant to be Unpredictable, Meant To be Inexplicable, Its Meant to live in Silence, Its Meant to break you or complete you. Its Meant to Live within you forever no Matter what!
Its Love, If you do, Say it, If You don't, Say It, If you cannot, Say It And If you Say, Mean It!
You find yourself broken? There's probably only thing that's gonna fix you up again.
It's Love..Know why..?
Cos It's Love.
Smile. :)

What He Had To Say ?

His Father Rushed Into The house Banging the Door By The Wall..

He could see his Eyes were swollen and Red Slightly..

Looking at which he cocooned himself quietly..

His father had a hard day at work so he's been to the local Bar..

He's scared of him for now so he's gazing at the previous scar..

He is 10. He Loves Drawing. He is surrounded by his crayons..

His father Howls at him and kicks him in the hand as a reaction to the mess..

He's crying now because there isn't anyone to bless..

He runs across the room to find a place besides his Toys..

His father is still Staring at him as he makes his way..

He looks at his father with all the fear and realizes he had a bad day..

Now His father looks at the mess of papers and colors..

His Son Left something on the floor which grabs his sight..

He uplifts the paper which is colored with crayons and scribbled some words in between..

Reading which he Feels guilty of being so mean..

His Father Cries for Being So Mad..

Cos His Son Just had to say 'I Love You, Dad' :)

Mumbai...My City!

A Long time Back I had a Little Conversation With A Random Old Man At Dadar ( Junction In Mumbai ) Station..! We were Talking about the Enormous Crowd and the Shocking way they were Hustling To Get On The Local Train..
The Question Just Happened To Slip From My Mind Onto My Tongue And Directly To His Ears And Rolled In His Mind!
"Was Mumbai Like This Before..?"
The Man Who Seemed to be Quite Responsive Earlier..Was Speechless !
Looking here and there..I Could Feel His Throat Being Choked Up !
Finally Answered.., (In Hindi) "Boy, You have no idea what You've asked Me..Back in those days, was the time when People Never Thought Seriously On The Name Of Their City...Mumbai Or Bombay ! (I Hope I Don't Get Smacked For This In The Mumbai That I Live Today)
Everything Was Calm Because Everything Was Simple..
I never denied when my Children wanted to Go Out Somewhere..! But Now I Do..Cos The World Around Me Asks Me For A Room For Denial ! This Is What Mumbai Has Become"
Some words which came out of his Mind Never Seem To Escape From Mine..
They Call Mumbai..The City That Possesses LIFE In It Every Single Moment..!
They Say.."Kuch Nahi Hoga India Ka..!"(Nothing Can Be Done About India)  I say..(Peacefully)"Leave India Then!"
Today 13.7.2011..Another Blast in 3 Different Places In Mumbai !
What Goes Around Comes Around..Right..? For My City, its the Sound Of Bombs!
Again Endless Suspects..Again Endless Court Sessions..Again Endless 'Breaking News' On Channels..!
May Be Some Company To Our Dear Old Baby 'Qasab' Who Is Happily Embraced By A Luxurious Life!
May Be My City Needs A Better Judiciary Handling These Cases..May Be Strict Enforcement And Security..May Be My City Needs A Social And A Political Makeover..But The Most Of All..My City Needs A Change!
I Seriously Hope In Future When A Child Is Asked To Write Few Lines On 'My City' Doesn't Write..
"My City Is Full Of Blasts"
I Remember A Line From a Famous Movie.."No Country In This World Is Perfect..We Need To Strive To Make It Perfect"
My City Craves For Awakening !
Thank You!

Diary Of a Clown

Oh! The people are in here and they're grabbing their seat all in a rush..
Well they ought to cos they're in Our world..Circus.
People step in for a while to scatter away their pain..
Oh! Ask me who hasn't ever Tapped feet out in Rain..
Well people call us with Many Discrete Names..
Joker..Clown..Buffoon..we always Pretend to Erase the Shame..
Oh! Today is a Big Day in the Month Of May !
Kids would want us to Make them mad in every possible way..
Oh! Now I'm here in the light with all white and a Mystic Red Curve on my Face..
As I Step ahead I Can Look the Tiny Tots Grinning at me with a Raise..
People Laugh..Some Glee...Few Applaud at the Sight..
Oh! Who knows about the death of my Mother..The previous Night..
I play with the colored Cue Balls..I Jump..I Make Faces..So they don't get Bored..
Oh! they are clueless how it feels never to get adored..
As I Keep On Moving..I glance at a Kid Wrapping the arm of his Mother looking at me..The Clown..
Looking at him..With the The Cue balls rolling in air..the Red curve on my face Gently falls down..
Welcome to my world Ladies and Gentlemen..
I am a Clown And I'm here To Entertain..
I Have to Make Everyone Out here Smile..
Even though Life Never Smiles At Me For a While..
Though Life Ain't loving me..Though Girls Don't Look at me..Though there ain't any close Mates..
I'll Make you roll in your Seats..I'll Make you Astound..Plus..Kids shout my name in their Town..
Who am I..?
A Clown :)

When we Said..We're Teenage*

Its the time you Feel you're Opening your eyes from your World To the Real..
The time when you realize..You ain't Unreal..
Its the Time you're Engrossed in Two things..Calls And Texts..
The time you always Anticipate What Next..?
Its the time You Feel Heaven to Smile at someone..
The time when you first say..Man! She's The One..
Its the time when You Feel Lively..
The time when you Laugh Out Loud..Truly..
Its the time when you Valued Every Single Penny..
The time you'd know very well, There's No Honey without Money..

Its the time You'd always Drop down your Jaw-Bone 

The Time You'd Realize..What The Hell Is Hormone.

Its the Time You'd Sometimes Feel A Silent Pain..
The Time you'd Cry At times in Rain..
Its the Time When You Come to Know the Road Has A Lotta Bends..
The Time You'd Feel Cherished To Have Some Idiots Besides Named..Friends
Its The Time You'd First Have Champagne And Wine..
The Time You'd Make Some Moments..Divine..
Its The Time When You've Had The Most Memorable Times..
The time when you First earned some Dimes..
Its the Time you built every Part Within you..
Happiness..Love..Care..Trust..Hope..Faith..Wrath..Greed..Pride..Lust..Guilt..Rage..
Yeah Darling..! You Got it Right..
The time when we said..We're Teenage*

The Angry Man

Every Time I Sign into the Blog I Look at the Old Posts, A thought Rolling in my mind as always..Should I Write the Next Post..? Hitting the keys on my keyboard in a stretch...Never looking at the screen...Then hitting the Backspace Key Calmly Till everything's White Again..I did It again Now...Oh My Gaawwd! That's Me..
Well..Today i don't think about how my words hit your mind or how deep the thought proves to be..Or whether you keep thinking on it for Some time or No..
I simply wish to Share a Small story that made my Jaw drop, My senses went for a toss..Eyes Wide Open..
Well..I was at a theater waiting for the Movie to start..As they say..the house was full..!
There was A Elite Crowd in the entire theater to be Frank..With the Pop-corns and Coke already in their hand and some holding it in their Armpits..Geeks!
So..Everyone's Talking with their fellow ones..Some Giggling..Some Eating already*
Whoooshhh! There is Silence all over..as everyone read the Message On Screen..
*Please Rise Up For The National Anthem*
Now everyone stood up..some stood up late though..Still Murmuring here and there..
Finally The Anthem Began..everyone stood straight staring at the screen..Thinking about the country for a Moment..
Now what Do I See..?
There's a Man Standing in the row next to mine popping his Head Ahead and Yelling at someone..
"Don't you Feel Ashamed..? Its the national anthem...Stand Up you shit head !!"
The guy was sitting 4 to 5 rows ahead from where the man was yelling from...
The Entire crowd Instantly drew their complete attention from the flag which was being hoisted on the screen towards the Man and the overall issue..to be Honest.. Me Too *Sigh* !
The man Kept yelling at the Guy..to which the guy just gave a look back to him as a reply to his Howling !
After the Anthem was over..This Angry Man went over to that particular guy's Row just to Slap him hard in his face..But he came back with his Anger abandoned..as he got a complete vision of the guy..
What did He See..?
What did he see..that made him come back as if he Didn't have a Mouth..at all..?
With his handkerchief in his hand..he kept rubbing his forehead with it again and again..!!
The movie already began so there was silence again..My Mind Firmly Stuck to The Question which is right now drifting in your Mind..What Did He see..?
Some People Started talking about the issue..these were the ones sitting near to the Angry Man..
It was then..when I Heard those words..
"Man..That Poor guy whom this Man Yelled at..didn't have Two Legs.."

Smile*

No Matter how badly you've lost..
Don't Lose Yourself at any cost..
There will always be a while..
Where you just need to Smile..
Ain't you finding that while..?
May be the pain seems to reside deep within..
But there's Nothing that can stop you to Begin..
Life seems to be a Mess..
Believe..You are Not Less..
People Criticize..?
He who wins..No matter what..always tries..
She/He Left you..?
Let them Realize..What you meant..When you said.."I love you"
People Find you Irritating..?
Don't Moan..You are the one who's 'Living'
Cry like a Baby if you want but Laugh like a Psycho always..
Let your heart break as many times it can..but Love with the same one Again and again..
You will live one day..where its not you but its your Life who is in Love With you..
At such a Moment..
Look within for a While..
And You Will See this thing On Your Face..Named..
Smile..*

Old Pair Of Glasses

As he stands near to the railing of the Bridge looking at the Sun Hiding beneath the clouds..And raindrops drizzling Slightly Everywhere..He Pulls Out His Old Pair Of Glasses To Look Through..
Through the Past 60 Years he has lived..Through The Present..Through the uncertain Days that are going to come..
He Remembers the time He Learned to Ride his Bi-cycle Making his father run behind him with every pedal he gave in..
He Remembers The time He Got his First Crush over his Class Mate At High School And never opening it up to anyone..
He Remembers Growing up as a Teenager Crippling To Be Heard..To Be Known..To Be Happy..
He Remembers The day when his dad left him with a mountain of Responsibilities..
He Remembers the time he fell in love With Someone he knew was made for him..
He Remembers..'Will You Marry Me..?'
He Remembers the Good Times..The Hard Times..
He Remembers adding up a member to his Family with the birth of his Child..
He Remembers His Wife leaving this world when he Needed Her the most..
He Remembers his son growing up and Moving Out of His Home Sweet Home..
He Remembers Growing Up Old As a Lonely Person..
He Remembers The Tears Shed..Days Engrossed in Pain..
He Remembers The Handful Happy Moments..
He Remembers..Making Way to this Bridge to find Himself Somewhere Deep Within..
As He Remembers..Tears Roll Down Over his Nose..Tears that Carried A Pure Thought that He Has Lived..No Matter What..
As He Takes A Step Back..He Glances at the Blue Skies..Smiles staring at them..Pats His Own Back..
And Gently Removes that thing Which Saw All the Phases Of Life Anytime And Everytime..His Old Pair Of Glasses..
:)

Diary Of A Guy Who Loved Someone

So he wakes up one fine day to find himself smiling at the walls for No Reason..I think She's the reason he's smiling For No Reason
Well..He never thought she would be his girl..Never ever in his dreams..but yeah She is..And He Loves Her Truly Deeply May Be Madly Too..
They Used to say Love Ruins your Livi'n..He said Love Itself  Is the beauty of life..
Fear and Insecurities Were his all time Best Friends..
Who Cares..He Loved Her..That's Enough For A Relation..He Said..
May Be She Wasn't Gifted to him..
May be the almighty made some other plans..
May Be Something Fell Apart..
May Be There's Always a May Be Somwhere..
Now That She's Not Here..*
So He Wakes up one fine day to find himself With a Choked Up Throat..Rubbing His Eyes..
Pulling His Mind from the Trap Of thoughts becomes his Daily Exercise..
Tries to Walk Out in the World..Trying to make Someone Feel Good Everyday..Laugh Out Loud..Yell..Scream..Dance..Work..Do everything that you do..
Now When They say..Love Ruins Your Livi'n..He Stares at them for a moment..and Smiles at them..
May Be Its the way it goes..
May Be Some Questions Can never be answered..
May Be Some Thoughts can never be explained..
May Be There's Always a May Be Somewhere..:)

What does it take to Be A Writer ?

Well the Question raised your Eyebrow..Didn't It..?
It is just like to be the one who stays in the same world within same people but in a Different Manner.

A great writer once gave a thought in his words..saying..A Man is nothing but simply an Outcome Of His Thoughts..! That Blink of your eyes says there is a truth hidden in it..for eternity!

Mum says..Be smart Child..Grow Up..This world ain't gonna be sweet or caring for you just like Me..Its BAD out there..

But Em not ready to believe on That..

Simply..Being a Teenager has become one of the most Challenging..Petrifying..Killing..tasks here on Earth..Yes It Is..

We wish to see our world through our eyes..But we Don't know How to clear Our Vision..

I say..Its All Messed Up In your Mind..Rightly Said Once Again and I bet you'll Nod Your head this time.."The Mind we carry everywhere..every Moment..Can be Your Best Buddy..Or your Worst Foe..Its You To Decide." 

Its All On YOU!! 

Thinking about what others might Think..is Simply the most helpless Job in this world..

Its Not A shame To Be Different..So be It in any sense..With those Dimples Digging Deep In your cheeks Every Moment..

People Will Criticize..People Will Hurt..People Won't Care..People Would Fool you Happily..Even If you Cry Out Loud To Run away..

I see people Spending Money..To Pave a broad way of Optimism within Themselves..I simply Raise a question.."How Can You..?" Things seem To be miserable..? Everyone Becomes A Mere Headache..? Bugged Up Of The Stories You Get To listen About yourself..? Well..Stop Looking around..Look WITHIN the person you always see in the Mirror Every Damn Morning you rise..

This World Won't Seem To Be a Good place..Unless You Try Making The World You Live Within..a Better One..

I guess the feeling Of Loneliness Is Slowly Kissing My Head..The World I DREAM to Live Within..Is Ending even before Anyone could glance Into it..

You'd Grin On This..But I've been Married To Feelings Like Hope..Faith..Love..A Long Back..

I simply Wish That The World I Live In..One Fine Day Becomes The World We all Live Within..:)

The Day We Express..Will Be The Day We WIN This WORLD..:)

Your Smile Itself Is A Compliment For Me On This..:)

Thank You..